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| 06:32pm 09/07/2007 |
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Holy shit im alive... I haven't posted on here in like a year... The last year has been interesting... after dating Chad for like 10 months we broke up in february and I had a hard time with that. My fault though =/. I am have enrolled in College and am in the Law Clerk course of study. I am now living with a man that I love but for some reason cannot figure out why I am holding myself back still... I have my reasons I'm sure, but it feels like I'm always trying to find things that would work against him. I have my reasons to have reduced trust. Which will not be disclosed as its no ones business ^^. I do care about him but as i do with EVERY relationship that I have posted about on here I always have to pick apart everything and ruin it for myself. I adopted a kitten! I get it tomorrow, I'm tres excited. I'm getting bored sitting around the house all the time without much more to do then play video games... i feel like jumping on the bus and going somewhere.... lol ANYWHERE any ideas anyone? anywhoot. I have not yet decided what else to post about besides GO SEE SICKO its a tres good movie.... it made me cry... lol. hugs n kisses
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| Yeappers I'm Alive |
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| 11:14am 01/09/2006 |
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Yeah, I haven't written in this in a long time.... I have a very important question to ask people, ill tell you the situation first though. Ok, I've been dating this guy Chad for the last 5 months almost, we get along awesome and I care so much for him but something that happened last night is continually bugging me. He saw that I was on Gay.com (dating site) and the only reason i was on there was because someone had emailed me from there and it had a link and i went to it to see if i knew who it was... Well Chad saw the site too and he got mad at me and basically asked if I had something going on behind his back i didn't know about... Basically saying he didn't trust me and thought that I was cheating on him... I know he has had bad past relationships with people doing that. The look in Chad's eyes when he asked me was scary. I would never cheat on him but if he can't trust me and can basically accuse me of cheating... I don't know if this will work... What should I do, I live with him right now so i see him everyday. I do care for him immensly I just don't know what to do because its bugging me... I really have the urge to move back home and give us some space but I don't know... It might ruin the relationship if that happens... What do i do? |
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| Hmmmm... |
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| 04:29pm 04/04/2006 |
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mood:  mellow music: Drag - Grey Daze
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I never update my journal anymore... so I don't even know whos left on my list anymore... but yeah life is good... I got the lead male role in my school play wooot woot!! yes riverside DOES have plays lol. What else... Met an amazing boi named C.W. I'll keep his name confidential because its not my place to put his name lol. Also met a couple of interesting guys... Mike, sorry, your a really awesome guy, I just don't know if I could really date you... Andrew... Well I don't really know what to say to you.... maybe get your head out of the clouds and YES i work at a nightclub... is that a bad thing?
Hmm what else... my 19th birthday is in approx. 26 days... getting excited!!! I have a new tattoo as well... a symbol on the back ofmy neck that says little brother and my sister got one in the same place that says big sister... hehe so cheesy... I now have a job as well.. I work at Ice Nightclub downtown windsor on 477 Pelissier rd. behind RUSH about... imma busser =D
Hmm what else... I don't really know and Im not going to sit here and think about it so I will justleave you people to your stuff and go!!! muahahahahaha lol....
luv ya all lots... *kisses* C.W.*Hugz*
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| My age?? |
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| 05:30pm 15/03/2006 |
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| You Are 18 Years Old | 
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
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| 03:16pm 31/01/2006 |
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mmkay, I'm reading this amazingly awesome book about 3 guys in highschool that are gay... Its called Rainbow High, and I suggest to everyone that they read this book!! Its so sweet... I'm almost done it, theres about 2 chapters left... I dont wanna say much about it cuz I'll give away the ending, and its a fairly short novel, so if you ever have some spare time, I suggest you read this book!!! |
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| An insane number of reandom questions |
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| 03:10pm 31/01/2006 |
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When was the last time you cried?: New Years Eve... Joyous thinking about an ex you cant get out of your head...
Have you ever faked sick?: haha... I think the question should be, Who hasn't?
What was the last lie you said?: I'll Do My Homework I Promise!!
Have you ever cried during a movie?: *tear*
Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of?: I was staring at some guy when I was on the bus and he was walking... he just stared back... that was awkward...
Have you ever danced in the rain?: Yes I have
Have you ever been drunk?: Not That I recall... =P
Have you ever tried tried drugs?: Mary Jane makes house calls... =D
Do you smoke?: EWWWWWWWWWW no.
What's the farthest you've ever gone on a dare?: ummm I dunno, I'll do it without the dare usually...
What is your full name?: Kurtis William Keith Wonnacott
What is your blood-type?: No idea
Have you ever been in a car accident?: Yea, once, when I was like 7, my dad is a crazy driver...
How old were you when you recieved your first kiss?: fifteen...
Who was your first kiss?: Joseph Primeau
Have you ever had an online relationship?: Yea lol
Have you ever had phone-sex?: AHAHAHAAH yes... lol
Have you ever been rejected by a crush?: yeah =(
What is your favourite sport to play?: Bowling hehe
Have you ever made a prank phone call?: Who the fuck does that anymore??
Have you ever said "I Love you" and not meant it?: unfortunatly
What's your favourite childhood memory?: when I was in grade 1 and everyone thought I kissed this girl and I denied it to the end of the world... and after that me and that girl hated each other because we had cooties lmao...
Is there anything that you have done that you regret?: Breaking up with Kyle Verkoeyen...
What do you want to be when you grow up?: CYW(Child Youth Worker) or a social worker
What is your political persuassion?: Conservative... Stephen Harper is ugly but smart!!!
Have you ever had cybersex?: lol yeah... I think everyone has at least tried it or lies about not doing it...
Do you believe in g-d?: god? FUCK no...
Do you believe in love at first sight?: yes.
Do you believe in karma?: oui oui
Who was your first crush?: lol a guy from grade 6... Joey something.... lol
Who do yo uhave a crush on?: No one right now really...
How would you describe yourself?: Mentally challenged with a touch of paprika
What are you afraid of?: deformed penises lol
Are you religious?: Nopers...
What does your screen name mean?: Well as i cant remember what it is for the time being... They are usually songs about how I feel at that time...
What person do you trust the most?: My sister
Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend?: Joseph Primeau
What is the best compliment you have ever recieved?: no to brag but I get complimented on my 'measurements' alot...
What is the meanest thing anyone has said about you?: I don't even find you that attractive... Its just all the hot people are dumb. - Ryan Champagne
What is the longest crush/relationship you have had?: 6 months with Kyle Verkoeyen
What is your greatest strength?: I take pride in what and who I am...
What is your greatest weakness?: being shot down (not with a gun)
What is your perfect pizza?: mmm triple cheese pizza, with chicken, and the JD sauce that the Rack n' Roll has... with mushrooms.... *drool*
What is your first thought when waking up in the morning?: Fuck, I have to go to school AGAIN?
What is your first thought before you go to bed?: I'm Hungry...
What college do you want to go to?: Doesn't really matter, I'll prolly just go to St. Clair cuz it'll be cheaper
Do you get along with your family?: yeappers... except for that hell spawn Scott...
Do you play any instruments?: I did play trumpet and got the music award in grade 8
What kind of music do you like?: anything and everything... just select bands from each genre
Do you think you're attractive?: some days.
Would you ever get a tattoo?: yes, I have one.
How many piercings do you have?: both lobes, industrial in left ear, right cartiledge, and right eyebrow
Who makes you laugh?: i usually laugh at everything anyways... but Chrissy was famous for making me laugh oh how i miss her...
Who would you want to be tied to for 24hours?: Paul Walker... then I'd get to shower with him =D
Have you ever seen a dead body?: In a funeral home...
Do you have a celebrity crush?: Paul Walker and Chris Evans and Colin Farrel
What is one thing scientists should invent?: They should invent an everlasting battery or free porn lmao
Have you ever broken a bone?: nopers
What happens after you die?: we rot and then we smell and then we become skeletons... yay for the carbon cycle!
Do you watch or read the news?: I read the newspaper daily
What stereotype would you label yourself as being?: Sometimes I can be a big fag hehe.
Would your friends agree with that stereotypic label?: Probably lol stupid friends lol.
If yo ucould change your name, what would you change it to?: Rian or Chaz
If you could go back in time to one point in your life, where would you go: When I broke up with Kyle and NOT break up with him...
If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change?: I wish i could gain some fucking weight...
Have you ever gone skinny dipping?: yes i have
Have you ever played strip poker?: fuck yeah.
Would you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themselves?: I do sometimes, depends on the person.
What do you want your friends to think about you?: I want my friends to know that I'm a nice guy.
Whats the biggest argument you've ever gotten into?: How Scott (my stepfather) blamed everything that was wrong in the house on me and I told him to fuck off and i left for the night with out telling them where I went and my mom never let Scott do it ever again <3 you mommy.
HAve you ever bitten someone?: haha yeah, many a people...
When's your birthday?: May 1st
Have you ever stolen anything?: *looks suspicious*
Do you make wishes on shooting stars?: I never get to see shooting stars...
Whats the most you've ever eaten in one sitting?: A whole large pizza
If you could go back and change one day, what would it be?: Again, to the day I broke up with Kyle and Not do it
Do you remember your dreams?: occasionally, usually the dirty ones for some reason...
Have you ever been in love?: yes I have.
Are you a morning person or a night person?: morning person
Do you have any phobias?: I'm afraid of heights
What's the meanest thing you've ever done to someone?: told them they should die, to Steven Benoit
Have you ever been to the hospital (other then birth?: Once in July and got an MRI on January 7th
How many screen names do you have?: one
Do any medical problems run in your family?: I dunno, its weird because my mom has high blood pressure and my dad has low blood pressure... what comes to me then?
Have anyone ever been disowned from your family?: my uncle Dave for being gay
Have you ever had a nightmare?: yeah, it had King kong in it when I was 6
Do you say meaner things to your friends or your enemies?: probably my friends, cuz I know they won't try to hurt me
Would you ever participate in a threesome?: been there done that
Would you ever pay for a prostititue?: thats so gross... FREE STD'S WITH EVERY PURCHASE!
Have you ever mooned or flashed someone?: haha yes both
Have you ever cheated on your bf/gf?: yeah once...
Have you ever laughed so hard you peed in your pants?: lmao no, I would cry if i did.
Have you ever written a love letter?: Yes I have, only to Kyle though.
Have you ever attempted suicide?: i think everyone should know the answer to that.
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?: boxer briefs
Have you ever been in a fistfight?: nope
Do you have any hidden talents?: I can sing sometimes...
What is one thing you want me to know about you?: I give good head... lmao
What is one question you wouldn't want me to ask?: how many different dicks have you sucked...
Do you usually prefer books or movies?: movies for when I'm lazy, but books have so much imagination in them...
Who is your favourite person to talk to?: uh... probably Tonya
Who is always able to cheer you up when you're sad?: My sister, or Alyssa, or a really hott boi...
Would you ever have sex before marriage?: shit... I'm going to hell
Who do you talk to most on the phone?: Right now for the time being, probably Dave.
Do you have a secret that yo'ure ashamed of?: Yes.
Do you prefer british or american spelling of words?: British because they are more fun hehe.
Have you ever gotten detention?: a couple times.
How do you vent your anger?: I sing to music thats all angry or sad... usually screaming involved
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Have you ever been on a diet?: haha thats funny, have you SEEN how skinny I am?
Would you ever date someone younger than you? Older than you?: I like the older people because they are more mature
Is your best friend a virgin?: hah no
What's a rumor someone has spread about you?: Apparently back in the day I was like talking shit about someone at school and I was like OMG I WAS??
What's the kinkiest thing you could ever actually see yourself as doing?: Probably trying out some bondage or something haha... mmmm kinky...
What's the meanest thing anyone has ever done to you?: My grade 7 teacher picked on me for not being at school alot and was SO RUDE about it... THAT WAS THE YEAR MY PARENTS DIVORCED...
What's the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you?: Sent me a Christmas present without telling me or having too... Nick..
Have you ever been diagnosed with a mental illness?: Some Days I wish I had Turrets... But then I realised that everyone just sucked anyway...
Have you ever cut yourself on purpose?: Not that I can recall... however my lover Angelina Jolie does have a fetish for knives... so maybe for her...
Have you ever wanted to murder someone?: 2 words... Steven Benoit... yeah thats right
Have you ever hated someone?: people that think they are better then everyone else... yeah you...
Do you prefer talking on the phone or online?: online because you can hold more then one conversation at a time
Do you consider yourself popular?: I like to pretend I am some days... then I realise I just am...
Would you ever tell the person you have a crush on that you like them?: probably... But then I again I like everything that has a penis so...
Have you ever had a crush on an enemy?: eugh FUCK NO... Steven Benoit is so not crushable... well maybe but in a different way...
Have you ever had a crush on a best friend?: nopers...
What is your favourite book?: I can't remember the name of the book but Its by Dean Koontz and it has to do with a blind kid having special powers and this guy thats trying to kill him thats the anti-christ... Corner Of His Eye...
Do you have a collection of anything?: Linkin Park Merchandise, and gay pride merchandise...
Are you happy with the person you are becoming?: I sure am
Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago?: Oh yeah totally, I'm so much more open and gay and fun...
What do you see yourself as being in 5 years from now?: working as a CYW hopefully with a steady happy relationship with a hot boi
Are you happy with the life you have?: yes I am, I am quite content with who I am and my friends <3 |
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| 01:58pm 27/01/2006 |
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Well yeah, so life is being really dramatic again... I'm single AGAIN lol... one of my good friends got arrested last night... because they decided to NOT obey their curfew... so its kind of his own fault hehe.. and so again I am on the prowl..... RWAOR!! lol anyways I'm at the library and I don't want to get into too much detail... but exams are over finally YAY!! I hoe I passed world history... the exam was really really hard... *tear* well anyways... you people keep it fresh and stay out of trouble!!!
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| Final Spiel |
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| 09:01pm 05/01/2006 |
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I know its been almost a year... But I can't Lie to myself and everyone else anymore... Remember for some of you back in July when I tried to OD??... Well I can explain why now.... Kyle Verkoeyen... The ex... recently i realized why I've had such a hard time with relationships... I loved Kyle and I haven't been able to find anyone that makes me feel the same yet... or if i ever will... I still love Kyle and I did the stupidest mistake of breaking up with him... My New Years comsisted of crying about him because everything about the holidays reminds me of him... and th suicide attept was because I missed him and I hated myself for giving him up... I guess its true when they say you dont know what you have until you lose it... I ahve several songs that I'm posted because they tell exactly how I feel... and if you know me I usually relate everything to songs and I'm a big music fanatic...
Lucky - Bif Naked
It was a monday, when my lover told me,
"never pay the reaper with love only."
What could i say to you, except, "i love you."
And "i'd give my life for yours."
I know we are... we are the lucky ones.
I know we are... we are the lucky ones.
I know we are... we are the lucky ones, dear.
The first time we made love, i... i wasn't sober.
(and you told me you loved me over and over!)
How could i ever love another, when i miss you every day...
Remember the time we made love in the roses?
(and you took my picture in all sorts of poses!)
How could i ever get over you, when i'd give my life for yours.
I know we are... we are the lucky ones.
I know we are... we are the lucky ones.
I know we are... we are the lucky ones.
I know we are... we are the lucky ones, dear.
My dear, It's time to say i thank god for you.
I thank god for you in each and every single way.
And, i know... i know.. i know.. i know...
It's time to let you know. time to let you know.
Time to let you know. time to sit here and say...
I know we are... we are the lucky ones.
I know we are... we are the lucky ones.
I know we are... we are the lucky ones.
I know we are... we are the lucky ones, dear.
We are the lucky ones, dear...
This Song is probably as close as I can get to how I feel about him... I do miss him and i see him like every friday now so it makes it even harder... The sad part is that I still have the first poem he ever wrote me... this poem still has the ability to make me cry...
i had the poem framed and its still in perfect condition... the original copy too
Love
By: Kyle Verkoeyen
October 19th 2004
Your Lips Seal A Thought
And Your Arms Hold Me Tight.
Don't Ever Leave Me,
Take Me Through The Night
Your Eyes Burn With Passion
And Your Smile Says It All.
Look At Me And Take Me
And Never Let Me Fall.
Our Bodies Ly Together
Pure And Sweet Like Wine.
Oblivious To The World
Knowing Only That You're Mine.
All The Times We Have Shared,
And The Memories We Hold,
Shall Stay In My Mind,
And Shine Like Gold.
So Take Me In Your Arms,
And Hold Me In Your Trance.
Love Like This Cannot Fade,
This Cannot Just Be Chance.
And my response to that in my head was that my love for you has not faded... and I'm so incredibly sorry I ever hurt you... I still love you in every way and I didn't think it would but it hurt me when I saw himm with you... *sigh* and finally this is my apology song... I just wantyou to forgive me for hurting you the way I did
Evanescence - Forgive Me
Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you
I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you
Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken
I'd give anything now
to kill those words for you
Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you."
But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah.
'Cause you were made for me
Somehow I'll make you see
How happy you make me
I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive
So stay with me
You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.
And you forgive me again
You're my one true friend
And I never meant to hurt you
I dunno what else to say... I hope Kyle would forgive me if he were to ever read this...
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| 07:07pm 28/12/2005 |
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again... no entries 4 a while...... well first off... THANK YOU NICK!! I loved the present... Pride colors... How I love them!!! You Rock Nick!!
number 2: My man lover, I finally have a bf that is very nice and respectable... hes so sweet and awesome... I just wish I had money to get stuff for him =/
Christmas was very fun!! I'm starting my buffy collection... (finally eh Chrissy?)
ummm schools out for 2 weeks, this is my last year for sure... and sex is fun!!
i dunno what else to say... my life is slow and not very exciting so thats like all thats new... hehe well LUV EVERYONE AND HAPPY NEW YEARS!!! mmm alcohol.... |
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| I'm A Christian Beauty Queen!!! lmao!! |
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| 05:06pm 04/12/2005 |
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Okay, so pick the second letter in your first name...
A-Beautiful
B-Ugly
C-Pretty
D-Jewish
E-Sexy
F-Hot
G-Boyish
H-Preppy
I-Girly
J-Gothic
K-Punky
L-Popular
M-Geeky
N-Nerdy
O-Retarded
P-Gay
Q-Lesbian
R-Gorgeous
S-Lesbian
T-Emo
U-Christian
V-Wonderful
W-Slutty
X-Bitchy
Y-Under-appreciated
Z-Over-appreciated
Now the second letter in your last name......
A-Alcoholic
B-Boy
C-Bitch
D-Obsesser
E-Sex machine
F-Retard
G-Girl
H-Jew
I-Geek
J-Goth
K-Nerd
L-Motherfucker
M-Whore
N-Punk
O-Beauty Queen
P-Princess
Q-Queen
R-Babe
S-Crackwhore
T-Fucker
U-Asshole
V-Jackass
W-Slut
X-Scaredy-cat
Y-Coward
Z-Chocoholic
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| OMG... I'M ALIVE!!! *cheers* |
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| 05:03am 02/12/2005 |
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I know I haven't posted in like FOREVER... and I always say taht I'm going to post more often but i never do, so this time im not going to even say that I will post more often because I know i won't... until the new semester anyways when I ahve a computer class lol... Anyways whats new with Kurtis... well first off:
I am currently single, I ahd a bf since last post and that lasted a motnh but it was getting too difficult to keep it together for him... and by him a mean a boy named Kaleb... I have also been thinking about many other people that are possible bfs... although I don't even know if i want one right now or not... I am still deciding. *hmmmmmm* Need a booty call though lmao. I don't get any when I'm single =/
As for school... I'm going to fail English for sure, so I'm going to take nightschool to get the credit so I know I will graduate this year WEWT WEWT, class of 2006!! what else what else... I have Math, World History, and Law besides English... doing fairly well in those classes...
Mall is getting rather boring and my Ex. Steven Benoit is a total FUCKHEAD, as why I do not talk to him anymore, because he talks shit about me to people and I don't need immature people in my life.
Home Life is going pretty good, well not so much for my dad anyways... He and his wife broke up because she decided she was a lesbien (haha) and she charged him with assault for something SO dumb, but the charges got dropped. He is off to live in Toronto... This is where you come in nick (if you read this) I may be moving to Toronto to live with my dad once I ahve finished highschool unless things get better here which I highly doubt... Or I just might need a bf lol.
Boys that are potential BFS right now whether single or not:
Michael Cubero - he's not single but hes such an awesome guy and I know he actually takes relationships serious and I know I could trust him...
Justen ________ - Hes an AWESOME guy, really cute too and super nice... however, he lives out in leamington which for me NOT having a drivers liscence sucks because I have no way to go see him and he doesn't have a car to drive...
R.S. - ok... NO ONE KNOWS THIS SO DON'T SAY SHIT.... but I think hes really cute and hes nice... he jsut needs to learn how to open up a little more then he does, unless hes still shy around me which would be pretty logical since we haven't been talking for very long. It just seems that he could be like really high maintenance, and I've heard things so ya know...
Dan ________ - I don't even know if hes gay but hes SOOO CUTE lol and he wore a really tight shirt today and it looked really hot on him... I was like :O DAMN lol
I have been trying harder to learn the language of french, but I need to have somenoe to like teach it to me rather then self learn because it'll probably be much easier, as I am really bad at getting the sounds on some of the words correct. So that is a work in progress for the time being
It's December 2nd right now and I am getting really anxious for christmas to come!!!! I may go see my father in toronto if i can get ahold of him. I would really like to see him.. and other then that I ahve no plans for christmas at all. We just have our yearly family gathering =/
It's about 151 days 'til my 19th birthday!!!!! wewt wewt!!!! I'll be legal to go to bars and stuff!!! I plan to get totally trashed on my birthday and I need to find people to come clubbin' with me on the Saturday as my sisster and step brother have my friday night =P
So thats all for now!!! Tes grande Folle!!! MDR!!!
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| 03:14pm 08/10/2005 |
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I know I haven;t updatd in a helluva LONG time lol... Ok so, I started dating someone on September 9th i believe it was and I b roke up with him slast night with LOTS of drama.. ie... he was threatening the guy I like but DID NOT break up with him over... sigh... back to school... last year of highschool this time i hope.... Theres a party tonight I guess and I may go, I dunno yet though... *sigh* that guy I like IO have a feeling he doesn't really like me and I think Im just pursueing something thats never gunna be there... GAH I hate life.... Oh well I had a job and I lost it in 2 months cuz I got into a fight with my manager and I told him I quit... so that job is gone... People suck... I need rebound sex... NOW |
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| 02:55am 11/08/2005 |
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I Don't know what to believe or knwo whats the right information anymore... I'm fucking sick and tired of people lying to me and giving me different stories.. normally I wouldn't let this get to me but its because I am so confused about someone I like... I need to cry like right now... |
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| Survey Fun! |
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| 09:54pm 09/08/2005 |
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Have You Ever...
Drank: Yes
Smoked: Yes
Skinny Dipped: Oui Oui
Prank called the police: Never!
Been followed, ect by the police: Maybe, might have been a bush party *eyes suspiciously*
Been high: Yes
Done drugs: some days
If so, what?: Marijuana on some days
Stole: Yea
Met someone off the net: For sure!
Been in a fist fight: I don't fight
Punched your sibling/parent: Nope, I love my family
Wished you'd die: Once...
Tried to commit suicide: People know the answer to this
Broken a bone: Nopers, I'm a safe child!
Driven illegally: Yea, but i blame it on mt sister
Thrown things at your parents: Smash? NO
Run away: hell no
Filled out a survey this long: Yeah cuz I'm a loser
Kissed someone: NO IM A GOOD BOY! *Halo Above head*
Had sex: I lost count haha
Frenched someone: I swear I haven't
Given oral sex: *Innocent look*
Killed someone: Not that I can recall
Been raped: Can't rape the willing =P
Shopped for condoms: Yesh, once
Gotten Drunk: Multiple times
Worn rainbow: All the time!
Talked on the phone for over 3 hours: Lol, so many times
Left the country: Florida when I was younger
Taken nude pictures: lol, yeah ;)
Taped yourself having sex: Maybe, but i think you have to pay for it now...
Burned yourself: I think I did
Caught something on fire: Bacon grease because I'm a klutz
Cheated on someone: I don't Cheat and I frowwn upon it
Been the person sum1's cheated with: Nopers
Been Cheated on: I hope not...
Wanted to cheat on someone: NO! and I don't cheat
Fell in love online: Yeah =/
Asked someone out: Yes
Been asked out: For sure!!
Been dumped: Yeah
Dumped someone: Oh yeah
Had a dream then the next day it happens: YES!! Its called De ja vu =P
Called a porn hotline: Lol! All The Time
My Favorites....
Number: 22
Color(s): Crystal Blue
Car: Anything that works lol
Season: Fall
Holiday: Christmas!
Month: May [My b-day is in may]
Day of the week: Friday, weekend comes lol
Grade so far: 12
Sport: Baseball probaly unless sex is a sport
Class: Any social sciences!!
Teacher: Mrs. Goulette
Drink: Chocolate Martinis
Candy: Too Many lol
Food: Panzerotti
Dessert: Rolo Icecream
TV show: Probably Family Guy
Radio station: 89x
CD: Frankenstein Girls Will Seem Strangely Sexy - Mindless Self Indulgence
Movie: The Notebook, Scary Movie,
Actor: Paul Walker, Collin Farrel
Actress: Michelle Rodriguez and Angelina Jolie
Song: Time Of Your Life - Green Day
Word: Fag
Band: Linkin Park
Phrase: Like Oh My God
Animal: Koalas and Kittens
Flower: Snap Dragons
Clothing store: Anything Preppy
Rapper: Missy Elliott
Article of clothing: Button Up Shirts
Underwear: Amusing ones
State (that you've been to): Florida, comon DISNEY WORLD!
Ice cream flavor: Rolo
Breakfast food: Bacon and Egg Bagel from Mickey D's
Way to have fun: Many things I unno
Who Do You Want To...
Kill: People who LIEE
Slap: Steve Benoit
Get Really Wasted With: just ask who I have a crush on *looks innocent*
Look Like: Paul Walker
Be Like: Me and Myself
Talk to: Jeff lol
Last Person I...
Touched: Wow... like 5 days ago Russ?
Talked to: Steve
Instant messaged: Nick Bell
Hugged: I don't remember... Its been that long =(
Kissed: Mommy
Yelled at: Steve Benoit
Got mad at: Mark Lefler
Who broke my heart: I don't have a heart anymore... |
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| FF7 Banned In The US!! |
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| 03:32pm 06/08/2005 |
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Final Fantasy 7 sales banned in US
"Final Fantasy VII" contains graphic scenes involving terrorist attacks, not unlike the recent bombing.
TEXAS (CNN) -- In light of recent terrorist attacks, the Department of Homeland Security has issued a ban on all sales and distribution of the 1997 hit video game, Final Fantasy VII
The game involves the main character, Cloud Strife, planting bombs in power plants in a heavily populated city. The protagonist works with the terrorist group "Avalanche" bombing locations throughout the beginning of the game.
The decision was made only hours after the bombing of a chemical plant in Fort Worth, Texas. The FBI is still hot on the trails of the culprit, going by the hacker alias "frootloops". An FBI spokesperson told CNN at the time that investigators have already seized equipment in the culprits house, but frootloops was nowhere to be found. "Upon confiscation of the equipment, we found a large collection of child pornography on the culprits hard drive." said the FBI spokesperson.
President Bush has already indicated he's opposed to Square-Enix role playing games. "Mario doesn't blow up power plants" Bush said on thursday. Mario was unavailible for comment.
Parenting groups are also up in arms against the game. "These 'role playing games' are teaching our children to use magic and summon demons, they're destroying our childrens future and making them worship satan. We can't allow this to continue." Various forms of Magic have been a staple of every game in the Final Fantasy series dating back to Final Fantasy released in 1990 for the Nintendo Entertainment System. "It's almost as bad as Harry Potter!" A parent who wishes to remain anonymous said.
Sen. Hillary Clinton also is highly opposed to the game.
"First Grand Theft Auto, and now this. I'm starting to think we should just ban all video games. Final Fantasy VII is an awful game, and should have never been created in the first place. I mean, look at the size of Tifa's breasts! They're destroying our childrens future. The problem of explicit video games is spiraling out of control." Clinton wrote in a letter to the head of the Federal Trade Commission. Tifa's breasts were unavailible for comment.
Wal-Mart Stores Inc., Target Corp., Best Buy Co. and Circuit City Stores Inc. have pulled the game from their shelves following the recent ban. |
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| 12:17pm 03/08/2005 |
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Yes, I've returned to talk about that boy that I like... I had asked him if there was any way I could convince him to date without letting his family know and he said maybe... So should I go for it and try and convince him or should i just let him live his life??? Because I really like him and he told me that he was scared to date a guy because of his family finding out... But I wouldn't care how discreet we had to be... He would be so worth it... *sigh* what an amazing boi... <3
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| 04:39am 03/08/2005 |
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Wow, Well theres alot to update on and its 4:30 am in the morning on Wednesday Morning August 3rd 2005... Whats new... ALOT
First Of All everyone already knows but I'm going to post it because I might as well let everyone else know so they don't feel so left out... I tried to commit suicide 2 weeks ago... Tried to OD... it was interesting... It was because of Steve... I hate him so much but I don't know why I'm friends with him ACK... He fucks everything up for me and tries to make me jealous all the time... FUCKING CHILD. Yes we are broken up now... he likes one of my good friends now and wants to date him and I don't really care anymore what he wants because I''m not gunna let him bother me, I think I'm friends with him because he always tries to make me jealous and this will be the only way I can get over my jealousy for things...
I like a guy VERY much so... even more after what happened tonight... I saw a side of him that I never knew was there but I was glad I saw it, I know it sounds mean, but I know that he can be like that now and I like guys that can be sensitive... They can show their emotions... I know he doesn't like to very much but even seeing that made me like him even more... damn, and I talk about him at least 3 times a day to everyone, lol... I do care about him...
Then new stuff about Kyle, the guy i was engaged to... Kyle cheated on his recent bf!!! I was quite shocked about that because I couldn't picture Kyle the kind of guy to do that... I didn't hear about this from Kyle, I heard about it from his ex bf that broke up with him for Kyle cheating on him... and I heard from his ex that Kyle still has alot of feelings for me... I have alot of feelings for Kyle still, but I can't live in the past and I know that...
Then I found out some kid I've known for about 5 months really likes me and wanted to ask me out since way back when and I was like whoa, and one of my friends of like 3 years asked me out after I found out he was gay and I was like DAMNN everyone is turning gay...
I just need someone to hold me, to hug me and for me to cry on... I preferably would like the boy I like but I don't know if that'll ever happen, I guess I can keep hoping and keep trying... I do like him so...
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| 03:13am 10/07/2005 |
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Yeah ok I waited a long time to update again I know... First off I am supposed to be dating this guy named Steve, but he likes to lie to me dso We'll see how long this relationship lasts haha.... Umm im at someones birthday party right now and its going all night and I want to go home now because my stomach is totally fucked right now because I'm really stressed about everything. I'm not really in the greatest mood either but meh I'm sure afterr i wake up if we decide to go to bed tonite then i will be fine. I think i already mentioned that I had failed 4 classes from school so now i have a full year next year. Found out this guy that was actually had an interest in likes me to which i was kinda shocked at i was like Oh... so if Steve doesn't smarten his lying ass up... its bye bye for him as I'm not dealing with fucking liars and I won't date them... anyway I'm too pissed to write more so be good everyone!!!
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